I took my polygraph retest last week, and now I know for sure that FBI polygraph retests are a setup to make it appear as if the department uses fair hiring standards. First of all, I was made to wait in the lobby for 20 minutes before the guy showed up. When he finally got out of the elevator, he quickly walked in front of me in an aggresive manner, and announced his name and told me that he was giving me the polygraph. I took out my hand to meet him, but of course, he ignored me and proceeded to the elevator bank. At this point I knew that this was going to turn out bad, because unlike the first examiner, this person acted angry. He reminds me of the person who gave George his first polygraph - that Trimarco guy -full of arrogance and hostility. When we were in the elevator, he did not say one word to me, but I didn't say anything to him either. Finally, when the doors opened, he scurried to the examination room, leaving me with no choice but to practically run after him - a sign of hostility, if you ask me. When I got in the room, he closed the door behind me and made me sign a waiver that there are no recording devices in the room, and that if I understand this. I signed and said yes. Then, he gave me another sheet of paper with the department drug guidelines, which I meet - I checked the truth - that I've NEVER used illegal drugs in my entire life. When the examiner took the paper back, he shifted angrily in his chair as if I were lying on paper. He asked me about 5 times if I meet the drug guidelines, and I said yes to all five times. He then snapped, "The last time you took the test, you lied, so why can't you just be honest with me?" That's when I told him what the denomination of my religion is and how taking drugs is prohibited, but he couldn't have cared less. He said, "But you lied the last time, so maybe when you were younger, you made a few mistakes, like we all make sometimes". I told him that I've never used drugs in my entire life and that that's the solid truth. Then I told him that the polygraph was mistaken in my case. Then he interrupted to say that polygraphs are 95% correct. And I interrupted back and said, "Well maybe I fell in the 5%". He didn't like that, his eyes glared at me up and down for about 5 seconds. He leaned over his chair and raised his voice, "The only reason why you failed the last test is because you lied, plain and simple! And I am not about to work with someone who lies because we are defending the United States and I have family here...", blah blah blah. I told him that I have family here as well, but he interrupted me to lecture me on more crap about the validity of the polygraph. I already knew that he was going to fail me on this test - I felt that he was being totally biased. A fair retest will not involve the polygrapher knowing that you took and "failed" a previous test. He finally asked me if I've done research on the polygraph, and he proceeded to say that he's on these boards day in and day out, and that anyone who practices the frauds published on these websites will be found out immediately, especially with him because he's a grand master at detecting this kind of stuff. Then he said that the people on these polygraph boards take your money and sell you garbage that doesn't work. My first thought was that this polygraph website - the first that comes up while searching on google, does not sell anything, so now I know for a fact that this guy is a liar himself. Either that, or he's not spending as much time, "day in and day out" on these boards at all. I guess either way makes him a liar. Anyway, when he finally hooked me up to the machine, although initially I was so nervous that my hands were trembling; I felt a lot calmer after I didn't have to look at him and he returned to the controls. I was very calm during the entire test - no question about it. I did not experience any "fight or flight" symptoms at all - I was a lot calmer than the first test, that's for sure. I can say that I was so calm, it was as if I were at work. I know in my heart that I passed that retest - whether this unprofessional tester says so or not. On my last test, I did a few things that I shouldn't have done. I took deep breaths and I was too anxious. I found out on this test when the examiner told me not to take deep breaths that your'e not supposed to do so. (Not that it truly makes any difference - obviously the exam doesn't work, anyway) Of course, when he returned, he said that I lied on this test as well. He said, "Not only did the test show that you lied on the drug usage question, but it also showed that you lied on your application, that you lie to employers and that you are the type of person who makes mistakes and covers them". He failed me on everything - except selling drugs and what my name is, I guess. What's funny is that he showed physiological symptoms of lying himself. Not once did he look at me straight in the eye to tell me what his findings were. Unlike the beginning, he was not hostile at all. He did not raise his voice nor did he attack me on anything, but just told me that I failed and on what. He then told me that he would have to help me make a statement if I'm about to make a case for a third poly. I asked him (very angry) if he was kidding, and that I am not taking any more polygraphs because clearly, for someone to "fail" twice while telling the truth does not make the polygraph's validity 95%. They simply do not work. And I also told him that his particular machine is defective. Then, he started yapping away - without looking at me, but I was so angry, that I stood up while he was at it, and I started putting on my coat. He asked me if I wanted him to help me put a statement together to make an admission to something so that it will be easy for me to get a third polygraph - what a liar, there's no such thing as making an admission and getting a third polygraph! Instead, I told him that the only thing I want him to do is to escort me downstairs. He said, "okay, I understand completely how you feel", which I snapped, "No you don't". He then said that I should be getting a letter in about 2 or 3 weeks from HQ. It's funny how when the office called me at work to re-schedule this exam, they told me that I would have to fill out an sf-86 form again, which I did, and bring it in when I take the polygraph. The polygrapher NEVER asked for it, which means that he intended to fail me anyway. The actual test did not even last for 20 minutes - the entire session was for about 45 minutes in comparison to the 6 hours when I took the test the last time. At this point, I feel very disillusioned. How can people who are in authority be so evily inclined to a machine which does not work? Why is it that "so many" people get to pass and not me? My sister did not have these issues when she took her polygraph for the police department at all. I just don't know why it has to be me, especially since I did not do any of the things I was accused of doing - nothing at all!
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