Ok heres my story. For my entire life I have a love for law enforcement, have worked with agencies, been an explorer, beena  npart time officer and just love the job, love everything about it! I have 1 and only 1 incident in my past that is ugly per se. 

I have NO prior drug use, no serious convictions (traffic citations for speed the most serious) but have 1 incident that happened when i was 16 or 17 that may be a problem. Now the embarasing part...

I have a cousin who I rarely saw much of growing up, we talked alot and would talk when we saw each other in public (malls etc). She is 3 years younger than I am. When i was 16 or 17 cant remember the exact year, we started ot hang out with alot of the same people, the age gap between us they were most of our friends, and we began seeing alot of each other. We would flirt, and make sexual gestures all the time, and one night she and I were out driving around, and something happened. Was consensual, and we were talking about it, she ended up taking her clothes off and I touched her 1 time. Then immediately stopped and told her this was wrong and we cant do anything. 

This is the only thing in my past that I regret and the only thing I have ever done that i feel bad about, other than that I have lived my life for everyone else and tried to become a good person. Im a college grad with 2 degrees, work a full-time and part-time job, and have no other blemishes on my history. I know this wasa very poor moral judgement, but I see it as a learning mistake.

I never saw this as a big deal, and she even told me it was just something stupid we did and wasnt a big deal. I guess now that its time to fill out apps and Ive seen poly booklets, I feel as if the entire situation was my fault because I was the older person. 

How do you think this will affect my chances of a career in LE? Sigh, I know your all probably laughing your asses off and thinking this is disturbing but this is a real problem with me, and the single childish act in my life that may have ruined what i love most.

thanks for the reply, hard question to ask anyone really with the exception of the message board. was a stupid incident, a one time thing, and both of us wer eunderage and within 3 yrs of each other, the whole related part is technically illegal as it is in most places, but i dont know that it would be a problem...

this is seriously the ONLY flaw in my background, lived my entire life to be a cop, fighted temptations of pot, and the ocassional stupid kid antic to become a cop, now im scared to death this stupid situation I consider to be "exploration" is gonna hinder me

Dear Unknown user,

All you have to do is read the many newspaper articles concerning the Pennsylvania State Troopers regarding over two million dollars in payment (and increasing) regarding inproper sexual conduct while on duty.

Many departments are paranoid over this issue and no state, city, or municipality wants to have this subject raised in the future if such past "indescretions" come to light during any news investigation regarding their officers.

It is not fair, it is not right, but the public expects their law enforcement people to be squeaky clean.  The public expects their officers to be "angels" even if they have to operate in the depths of hell.

Regards.