I cant stop thinking that I can lose the job because of the poly.
I thought that I'll take rescue which is bach flower remedy.
it's basically a remedy that helps you relax on stress/anxiety events.
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Bach_flower_remedies It helped me relax in the past.
should I use it?
I need some suggestions about what should I tell the examiner.
I've read most of the book, and it's great to know that I can pass with no worries (I'll update here).
I've a few questions, I already know most of the relevant questions.
"have you ever used drugs?" I've never used drugs, nor I ever smoked a cigarate, but I did used a few "sport drugs" that helped me lose weight.
things like ephedrine, clenbuterol (without a prescription) etc' which I
think are on the FDA illegal drugs list. I've even sold some pills to a few friends who wanted to use them to lose fat (it's used by people that want to get to a low percetage of fat in their body)
does that qualify me as a drug dealer\user? I'm using them just to boost my fat burning process (it also gives me energy when running and it can keep my body from loosing muscle in the process, increases matabolism etc').
should I tell that to the examiner? "have you have stolen something from work?"
(my previos work was at the army)
I've once taken a 20$ worth of keyboard and mouse from my office (we have plenty in the office, I'm going to return them on sunday anyway), should I tell that?
another issue is that becuase I my mother is a single mother and had some debts I got a few money Grants (50$-100$ each) from the army, over the years we got those debts payd up but I kept told the army that our condition isn't good and made our problems look bigger
so I will get better terms and I will be able to help my mother and sister at home\work.
lately I'm starting to feel like a lier and also a bit like a theft (altough I'm not!) should I consider that as stealing from work? (I got about 200$-250$ after our condition got better, as a soldier I earn 100$ per month because I must serve in the army for 3 years (that's the law here), so in order to be able to work after hours and come back sooner to my house I had to exaggerate about our finance problems and about problems I have in home)
I was recognized as a soldier with finance problems so I got some vouchers in the holidays and few money grants)
what should I do in your opinion?
BTW, what if the best way to deal with a polygraph test that doesn't use "control questions", he uses just relevant\ Irrelevant ones?, I couldn't really understand the explanation on page 155.
I can't allow myself to lose this job.. it will help a lot to my family.
Thanks!