Hello everyone. I am very afraid right now. I need advice, and the only way to get advice that helps me will be for me to be honest. So know that every thing i say in this post if the truth, as i have no reason to lie or hide the truth. I am currently 18. A few years ago, i was convicted of a sex offense, and placed on treatment and probation, for taking pictures of my girlfriend, and emailing them to a friend. This is considerd Encouraging Child Sex Abuse. As part of this, i have to take polygraphs. I have taken a total of 2 now, one of which is called a discovery/ maintanence polygraph. The second was a maintance polygraph, designed to make sure that i am following the rules of treatment and probation. I passed the first polygraph, and failed the second one. The second one i should have passed, but i diddnt. I failed every question on the second test, including some that were very dangerous questions for a sex offender to fail. I had read this site, and practiced everything that it said to do. When the test came around, it diddnt fit any of the forms that i had read about, so i just tried to be normal about the test, and failed it. My treatment provider, and probation officer did nothing about the test. I dont know why, but i think it was becuase 2 of the questions on the test neqated any other question on the test. They were "Are you hiding anything from your probation officer and treatment provider?" and " are you Lieing about anything to your treatment provider or probation officer?" I passed those 2, but my polygrapher convientantly left that out of his report!'' Anyways, i have one final polygraph coming up. This one is the most important one. I am now in college, and the polygraph is what stands between me and completing treatment. If i were to pass this one, i would be allowed to continue to attend college, and get done with treatment, and then off probation! If i fail, my probation officer here in my college town will likely reject my supervision, and i would be forced to return home, and be unable to complete college, among facing an intense investigation for failing a polygraph. So i dont know what to do. This polygraph is coming up soon, and i have to pass it! I have nothing to hide, so i should hypothetically pass the test, but i had nothing to hid on the other one either. This is incredibly unfair, as my entire future depends on this stupid machine!!! anyways, please let me know your thoughts.
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