I need some help! This is probably not the usual thing you read on these boards, but I am the victim of a crime seeking help for the "criminal" in my case. It's not really as dramatic as it sounds, I am searching for advice for my husband on how to pass a polygraph so he can rejoin our family. Last April? May? my husband was arrested for domestic violence, and because the incident happened in front of our children, he was being charged with four felony counts. One for me, and three for each of our children, even though the youngest was only 4 months old at the time and did not have a clue what was happening. I'll give a brief description of the incident so you will understand what happened: First of all, let me state something: I am NOT a battered wife. I am not a victim. I am merely a PERSON in a relationship with another PERSON. I HATE being labeled when my situation is not what it seems. My husband and I have been married for 6 years and have 3 children, who were ages 4, 2 and 4 months old at the time. We have been having marital problems for the last year and a half, and our arguing had been escalating severely, but he had never laid a hand on me before. He had recently had surgery and was home from work for 3 months straight, which did not help us to get along better! The day of this incident, we had been arguing pretty steadily for the entire day, and that evening, he snapped and grabbed me by the throat, pinning me on the ground for several minutes while he yelled at me. When he let me up, I called the police to have him removed from the house. He was already thinking the same thing, and had planned on leaving, but since I had already dialed the phone, the police were already on the way, and the 911 operator had me tell him to wait for them to get there. By this time, he was no longer angry, and I was no longer afraid, we both just wanted time apart. BUT, in the county where we live, the police were REQUIRED to arrest him, and since he did not deny what had happened, nothing I said could keep them from taking him away. Now, I know this sounds bad, but you have to remember, this had never happened before, and he is not a habitual abuser. At this point, he was issued a no-contact order and told he was not to call or come within 400 yards of me, our house, our car, or our children or he would be immediately arrested again. I won't go through every detail, but basically, at every phase of this ordeal, he was not allowed contact. He was offered a three years probation in return for pleading guilty to one count of felony assault, and agreed when they tried to force our four year old son to go to court and testify against his daddy. (I won't even go into how WRONG I think that part is!) He completely obeyed every part of his probation for weeks. BUT, I was having such severe emotional problems with what had happened, not knowing where my marriage stood or how to suddenly be a single mother with three children, no job and no source of income, not to mention how to explain to my children why their father, who they adore, was not coming home. I started to email him, begging him to just let me know what was going on and to help me figure out what to do. At first he refused to reply as not to get into trouble, and would only contact my mother to tell her things. But, since I am not a very compliant person when I don't agree with something, "legal" or not, I kept emailing him. Slowly, he began to reply in short, information-only messages, and now we are emailing each other regularly. I KNOW this is illegal, but why the h*** should it be illegal to talk to your own wife? I am the supposed victim here, and we BOTH want contact. By the way, he has been regularly attending all court ordered classes, and unlike most abusive men, he has really learned a lot about his behavior and about how to change the things he has been doing wrong. As for me, if I hadn't had this contact with him, I would be a wreck, and would never have been able to deal with the last 5 months alone with my children. I DO NOT believe that contact is wrong, even though the courts say it is. (Sorry for the length of this post, but I want to make sure the picture is clear!) Now this beings us to the present. His PO, who by the way is a woman who admitted to me she was the victim of domestic violence and does not believe these men deserve any kind of second chance and has a major chip on her shoulder, is insisting that he pass a polygraph test confirming that he has indeed not had contact with me or our children before he is allowed to come home. Since he has violated that part of his probation, we need to find ways for him to pass the test so we can get our lives back! Our children need him back, and we are both ready to put our problems behind us and focus on creating a more stable environment in which to raise them. There is so much conflicting information out there, and we really need to know what will work in this particular case. If anyone has any advice, please help!!! Thanks, Jessalee
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