hmmmmm. forgive me, but this story doesn't sound genuine to me. You spent so much time on this site and all you could do is hold your breath on certain questions?

"I tried to use the CMs that I used on Antipolygraph.org and I was busted.  I'm so ashamed and have to carry this for life."

And this sounds to me like a polygraphist speaking. I could be wrong, but it sounds quite fishy to me.