I thank you both for your replies and support.  I have just installed the required software to read the book and will be doing that shortly since I can't sleep, heck I can hardly even eat after this crap.

In reply to George W. Maschke I have to ask, why if the polygraph is designed to be so emmotionaly intense why was it never tested(too your knowledge) to see if it was psychologicaly safe to admister to innocent people?  My test cleared me and yet I am so deeply disturbed by the situation it was administered in that I can hardly do anything anymore, even sleeping or eating.  If the goverment is concerned about the safety of citizens why not see if it is a safe process to use?  Should I be seeking legal council and/or a laywer and sue for damages to my mental health due to the criminal negligence of those responcible for allowing this kind of torture?

In reply to EosJupiter I would love to give it time to settle down but I don't know if I even have that much time, the feelings are just too intense, I do not think I can stand it much longer, it is driving me completely out of my mind, and yes the whole process is completly evil.

Of course, any other assistance or help is greatly appreciated, that and any other facts on trauma caused by this 'thing' the detectives called science.