Kona-

I'm sending a Privacy Act request for all my records, and requesting Director Mueller to grant me a re-examination not necessarily to obtain a position with the FBI, but to ensure that when my current security clearance comes up for adjudicative review sometime in the future, that my FBI records don't reflect unfavorably upon review. This is not to say that I have a better chance of passing a second polygraph, rather, I intend to use full CM's this time if granted a re-test which may or may not give me a better chance at passing. Besides, I already have a decent job making good money, and I don't want to necessarily move out of state and take a pay cut just to be associated with the Federal Bureau of Interpretation. If I fail a re-test however, that would, I suspect, be double jeopardy when it comes time to reviewing my current clearance. Since my position requires a clearance, I suspect I would be out of a job if I had the results of 2 polygraph examinations that both concluded I was deceptive when answering questions regarding drug use and sales. This would also lead me to believe that under the circumstances, I would be under virtually double the anxiety about passing a second time, which in and of itself, without using CM's, would almost guarantee failure. So to answer your question, yes I have a lot to lose. Not only my current clearance and ultimately, my job, but I will not let the Federal Bureau of Intimidation get away with an affront to my integrity and honesty. I'll keep you informed........

Undesirable